The Worst Day Ever
I wish people would stop asking me what's wrong. I'm not going to talk about it, I don't want to talk about it, and I don't think that talking about it is going to make it any better. Sometimes, the world just isn't fair. It's my problem, not yours, and I don't want anyone worrying about me.
Let's just pretend that yesterday never happened.
Competitions suck. I hate the show this year. It's so...blah. I can't believe we got 5th. I knew we would beat Poway, because we always beat Poway. but I was really upset about our score. And the penalty? What's up with that?
Yesterday was just a really dumb day.
Today's not too much better. I was supposed to go out driving today and get at least three hours done, but how many hours did I drive? Zero. I woke up at two, which meant no driving for me.

I'm Just A Kid
competition tomorrow. PSATs tomorrow. practice tomorrow. no time. behind the wheel appointment on nov. 3, and then another one on nov. 11.

hey, i brought my chem grade up to an 86. which is an A. which makes me smart, even if aaron denies it. it wasn't dumb luck. i'm just a genius!

i despise colorguard. mostly just frank. if we all gang up on him, then we can take him down. there's 32 of us, and only one of him. or we can just all make ourselves pass out. that would work too. and some people in colorguard need to just stop making drama, because it is making certain people (not me) very depressed.

i'm never depressed. i've got my skittles. they fix everything.

i hope we do better at the competition tomorrow. why is it at Newport Harbor HS now instead of OCC? i liked last year's OCC comp. OCC has a nice stadium.

so many people are sad. crying all the time. it makes me sad because i can't do anything to make it better for them. i'm so lousy at cheering people up. so i do the only thing i can do--act stupid.

i spelled part with an e!

i despise mr. penhall. with a passion.

anyway, i'm really really upset about colorguard. there are just some people who don't think about what they do, and make other people feel bad. and then there are some people who boss us around WAY too much. and then there are some people who have really short tempers. and then there are other people who rip the work off from me and connie, then insist that we're wrong because they decided to change the count structures after me and connie taught them the right way. i really feel like ripping off some of their heads sometimes. and even though connie is way too nice to say so, i know she would like to rip off some of their heads too.

freshmen really crack me up sometimes.